What's on your mind?

[Kieranasa]

If any of you guys are anything like me, you have tons of random thoughts going through your head at any given time. I just want to see what you guys think about.

As for me? Im wondering if I ever could have stood a chance with Chris Cornell.

[WingsofFire]

I'm thinking if it is possible to pull of a big bank robbery and get away with it so I could use the money for the poor and innocent..

[fledermaus]

i'm trying to remember how i got this bruise on my arm. i also have the first verse of "O Holy Night" stuck in my head.

[Kieranasa]

Im wondering if my younger minion is going to wake from her nap anytime soon, and like Fledermaus, I have a song stuck in my head, but unfortunately its "Linda on my Mind" by Conway Twitty.....

[eisengel]

I'm wondering if my gel will hold my very short hair at the back of my head o.O

[Magus]

I'm thinking of my nail polish, it cost a fortune! And I'm worried of my long fingernails, I'm contrating on not biting them.

[KitzunyKitten]

I am thinking about sex sex SEX! ..and beer..alots of beer..and also thinking about annoying people alots of people..also thinking about becoming evil running naked downtown one of finger puppets attached to my willy..NICE! scare few old people..Oh My Sweet Jesus! hopefully run into that old cow seems keep knocking at my door damn jahova wittiness ...OMG! its the Devil! Hes come to toriment us all finger puppet on his willy! ...

Kitten is princess of darkiness kitten scary haha :P hear the police cars now..yes we had naked guy on are hands lol ..he very crazy ..he keeps calling himself kitten in 3rd person disturbing the peace..

hey! Put That Away..Put Finger Puppet away! ...Haha meow

Naughty Kitten :sm009:

[Anagaharad]

Im thinking about december.

Tom, i told you, no bank robbing! this poor innocent would not appreciate you getting yourself in the brig.

[WingsofFire]

Ok ok.. changing my idea of 'fund raising' :P

I wonder too of decemeber and how long until it will come..

[Deadside Dreams]

I'm just... blank. I'm way burnt out from last night. I can't keep a straight thought even if I try right now. LOL

[Magus]

Third door from the left...

[Anagaharad]

Bills, phones, classes, dr. appointments, and studying. my brain is fried today

[Loosifah]

I'm wondering why sardine cans come with a ring pull these days, instead of that nifty little key dealy you used to get.

[WingsofFire]

Why do I have to live here..

[Kute Kitty]

I'm thinking about Liz, and hoping she will be OK. Dreading that she won't. She's too damn young to die.

Teehee. Went to Ireland with Liz and her family when we were little. It was fun, except the part where I got kicked off a cliff. My dad still doesn't like to talk about that, 20 years on. Teehee.

[Deadside Dreams]

I wish it would be 10 sooner...

[Anagaharad]

on my mind at the moment: opera and my red silk dress..

[wiccalove]

im thinking that i wish my lunch break was longer

[Kieranasa]

Way too much time and trouble goes in to assembling a swing set. My husband also needs to learn and respect the function of an A-frame

[Kute Kitty]

I wish I could download Yahoo onto the computers at work. I wouldn't get any work done but I could chat to cool people like Meg instead.

[Kieranasa]

"Caz just called me cool. If only she knew Im a major dork."

[Kute Kitty]

"Dorks are my kinda cool".

[Alice Ginger]

I'm thinking I wish I could remember how to put pics in my sig.

[Ceresia]

I'm thinking that I should be doing my homework and go jogging instead of sitting in front of my computer all the time..Then again it's a bit hard because I need my computer to finish my homework..

[Kute Kitty]

I'm thinking I wish I could remember how to put pics in my sig.
URL of your picture here

Just take out the spaces.

[Kieranasa]

"Keith and I wear the same size in jeans...if I cover him in green body paint, and make him wear my capris, he would make an awesome Incredible Hulk......"

[Kute Kitty]

If you do that I want pictures because that'd be funky.

[WingsofFire]

The meaning of life...

[Loosifah]

What's on my mind, what's on my mind.

What's on my mind is that I'm a little drunk, and if I don't get up soon I'm gonna piss my pants.

Red wine FTW!

[fledermaus]

i'm watching lizard porn on my window ledge and thinking that it's good to be human.

[Loosifah]

Now I'm thinking about lizard porn. O.O

I'm not entirely unhappy with that.

[WingsofFire]

Now I'm thinking about lizard porn. O.O

I'm not entirely unhappy with that.

How about a chicken matt?


I'm thinking why do Client always use some form of animation for their music videos..

for example..

Pornography - Computer based animation with them added into it..
RADIO - Comic still based animation with them added into it..
In it for the money - real life images with computerised over the top animation..

[Magus]

A poem of mine, originaly in Finnish: " Green creatures in yellow fir like pink tomatoes, which are growing in twisted pines."

"And Potato and onion is delicious and reasonably priced."

"But yellow berries in appletree are quite rich in sugar."

[Loosifah]

I want sardines on toast. :(

[WingsofFire]

I think some more ice cream is in order..

[Loosifah]

I just threw up my sardines on toast I had earlier!

It's more on my lap than on my mind, but the mess on my lap looms rather large in my mind.

[WingsofFire]

not nice to know man..

[Loosifah]

Not nice to experience either.

Dammit, I wanted to wear these jeans tomorrow

[Kute Kitty]

I want to know what lizard porn is.

I also want to severely damage my ex-husband. Apparently I threw him out and gave him £500. He ****ing left me and I gave him £130.

[WingsofFire]

I'm wondering if I killed two people, would anyone mind (in aid of caz)..

[Deadside Dreams]

People fret sh!t too damn much...

[Loosifah]

I'm now thinking that my jeans smell funny.

[Kieranasa]

Im thinking of how its so odd that I run into Harden Wheeler this time every year. Only once a year though.

If I won the lottery, would I tell anyone?

I should go on a cleaning frenzy more often. Im pretty sure I burned near 1000 Calories in an hour and a half just cleaning my house.

My baby is a year old....who allowed her to grow up?

[Kieranasa]

Im thinking of how its so odd that I run into Harden Wheeler this time every year. Only once a year though.

If I won the lottery, would I tell anyone?

I should go on a cleaning frenzy more often. Im pretty sure I burned near 1000 Calories in an hour and a half just cleaning my house.

My baby is a year old....who allowed her to grow up?

[Anagaharad]

Im thinking that im sick and tired of being responsible. I want to be a little **** and do what i want to do when i wanna do it. I wanna send my student loans to hell, castrate aaron to render him incapeable of reproduction because god knows HIS genes dont need to be perpetuated, I need to force myself to study instead of talking on the phone all night, i need to clean my room some more because i still have stuff stacked in boxes, i wanna move to england like right now, i wanna do nothing, im exhausted from working 25 hours a week and going to school 12 hours a week, then doing homework and essays on top of that, i wanna say **** being a doctor, give me the Medical lab technician degree instead, **** this ****. im out...

[Kute Kitty]

I wanna hug Adele and make all her dreams come true. I should win the lottery. I should play the lottery.

I want to know who else Tom wants to kill. It's only Adam that's pissed me off.

[Loosifah]

Now I'm thinking that my liver tried to strangle me in my sleep.

Can't say I blame it, all things considered. O.o

[Magus]

I'm thinkig about the guy with big ears who I saw today. I want to remove his ears with razor.

[Kieranasa]

Im wondering what someone's liver trying to kill them actually looks like.

I want to hug Adele, and if I did win the lottery, I would give her the money to move to England, on the conditions of, when I am tired of America (which is about every 10 minutes), I get to go to her house.

When I become the self-proclaimed Ruler of Atlanta, I am going to send all of the rap stars, porn stars, strippers, and every other clique I can find in ATL, to Washington DC. We are going to raise some hell at the White House, get Bush out, and we will through a party like whoa!

[Kieranasa]

And also, my hat's off to those who understand Cockney. I just tried looking up a few sites that translate it, and Im lost. Ya know, we have rhyming slang in Atlanta. Its called Freestyle Rap. I dont even understand that half the time.

[fledermaus]

i'm wondering who left a nasty, rotten calzone (i think that's what it is) in my refrigerator. i sure as hell didn't put it in there and my husband doesn't eat anything with cheese, so it wasn't him. i'm beginning to think my house has been visited by the rotten food fairy. why couldn't it have been the money fairy? or the laundry fairy? or even those gnomes that make shoes while you're sleeping?

i'm also trying to decide whether i'm going to go to my therapist this afternoon or pretend i'm sick so i can stay at home and dye my roots.

[Kute Kitty]

I need a new freakin' job. Preferably before I go on the murderous rampage that is building within me at this job.

I enjoyed reminding Adam exactly how things went down earlier today, but I'm not sure the whole "staying friends" thing is working, and I'm wondering if it's worth keeping any link with him other than the legal one, until I can sever that.

[Anagaharad]

Im thinking that i shouldnt write "whats on your mind" posts when im half asleep because i read my last post today and was surprised by what i wrote. I didnt really recall writing it.

[eisengel]

I'm worrying about my boyfriend. Don't know where he disappeared to.

[Cork02]

Im thinking of what it would be like to be a giant 4 headed Rabbit with no fur. Weird dream.

[Kieranasa]

I have finally realised who Adele reminds me of; Gil Grissom from CSI

[Anagaharad]

im wondering who Gil Grissom is and should i be flattered or insulted

[fledermaus]

I have finally realised who Adele reminds me of; Gil Grissom from CSI

yup. that's perfect. especially after the cicada pictures.

[Kieranasa]

im wondering who Gil Grissom is and should i be flattered or insulted

You should be flattered. He is incredibly smart, and has a thing for bugs, just like you do. He is the brains behind the Crime Scene Unit on the show.

I personally would be more of a Greg than a Grissom

[Kute Kitty]

My head hurts. I think I'm dehydrated. I'm gonna get some more water.

[WingsofFire]

You should be flattered. He is incredibly smart, and has a thing for bugs, just like you do. He is the brains behind the Crime Scene Unit on the show.

I personally would be more of a Greg than a Grissom

Yep your right about the smart bit, but I can't see adele with a beard.. and the bugs hmm..

And I'm more like Greg! although I'd done a few of the things Nick has, just without the box of fire ants (*shudders*)

In fact I'd rather be Horatio Caine..

[Magus]

Bah. CSI isn't that good. I'm thinking should I drink tea.

[WingsofFire]

Yeah, because Tea is better for you than coffee..

I'm thinking should I get Z-tron for promotional events with radio station..

[Kieranasa]

Horatio can suck my balls. I dont care for the guy who plays him whatsoever. Not a good actor in my opinion.

[WingsofFire]

Hmm.. The way he puts those glasses on, the way he is, cool on the outside, darker sides to him that do come out once in a while.. I'm thinking thats my opinion :P ;)

[Anagaharad]

Yep your right about the smart bit, but I can't see adele with a beard.. and the bugs hmm....


But i love bugs! When i was little i had pet bugs in a terrarium i made out of a cracked 10 gallon fish tank. I can probably tell you more about the bugs around here than anyone else (except maybe my brother but thats only because he is WAY smarter than me)

Whats on my mind: Wish i had a pet toad again. Toads are even more fun than bugs.

[fledermaus]

i'm thinking about the giant sphinx moth i saw the other day. they're kind of rare around here.
i wish i had managed to save that lizard before the cat killed it.
i'm beginning to think my baby is smarter than me.
i need a nap.

[Magus]

A song by Greenday is rolling my head. Jesus of Suburbia. I DON'T CAREE!!!!!

[Kieranasa]

For the first time in my life, my mind is a complete blank....wait....damnit. Nevermind

[Kute Kitty]

I should buy a phone card and call Adele, because I haven't spoken to her in a few days. I should call Tom back too, he called the other day and I couldn't answer. I should call people more. Yep yep.

I want to buy random postcards of Leicester and send them to random people in the states. I might do that later.

[Magus]

There's a silly group of people who send postcards to random members of the group, it has members in very many countries, and I've joined it... I sent 5 cards... But now I'm thinking should I eat, or not to eat.

[XmEgAnX]

im thinking should i eat breakfast or wait for lunch, cuz it already lunch time...

[Kute Kitty]

Why oh why can't my mother keep to a schedule she's set? Why? She's done this all my life. It's stopped being frustrating and started being expected and somewhat amusing. (And just a little frustrating).

[Anagaharad]

I like caz's mum. She cracks me up.

[Loosifah]

I'm wondering why my Mother had to go and break her arm during her motorcycle lesson so she get's even more depressed and even closer to putting herself out of her misery. :(

[Alice Ginger]

In Caz's signature, "post" is supposed to be plural. "Posts."

And I didn't notice the EVIL in Loosifah's sig until Adele pointed it out to me.

I am fairly convinced that I will be getting in a car accident here soon.

The girl who voiced Ducky in the movie Land Before Time was murdered by her father when she was ten.

[fledermaus]

i think i'll make some toast.
or maybe a bagel.

[Kieranasa]

Ordering a birthday cake over the phone, and ending up with the wrong one- $26.47
Calling an cussing out the bakery manager of Walmart- $.0010417 (I divided local phone charges into proper units)
Birthday invitations-$3.00 (found a sale)
Stamps to mail out said invitations-$7.80
Winnie the Pooh theme (tablecloths, napkins, cake plates, food plates, cups, and party bags) $20.34
Food for the party- $45.69
Your child sleeping through her first birthday party, and refusing to wake up- Priceless

[Magus]

I want to eat a rye bread.

[Deadside Dreams]

Dude, this cheezesteak is friggin good...

There is no way paper can beat rock...

I'm really burnt out.

[Anagaharad]

why do i have to be a hypochondriac? its a hard way to go through life.

[Kute Kitty]

Why can't my room clean itself? Why did that stupid bint who said she wanted to buy my karate kit never actually follow through? Why do I keep missing the opportunity to go buy post cards to mail to people in the states? Why can't I think of anything better to do for Liz than send her a freakin' post card when she's going through chemo and all kinds of crap like that and may well die soon. A post card just doesn't seem enough somehow.

[fledermaus]

http://i65.photobucket.com/albums/h202/f73d3rm4u5/92eb29e7.jpg

[Kute Kitty]

I hate spiders.
My room is clean. As much as it ever is. More than it was this morning.
Playing cards for Liz. Yep yep. Now all I have to do is find some ****ing playing cards...

[Alice Ginger]

I hope Bud's appointment on Thursday goes well. And I hope I don't break into a full-body blush like the last time I did when I tagged along when he saw Dr. Uhrhammer. But I probably will.

Sticking a needle into someone for the first time was an odd experience.

I like my new pants.

[Anagaharad]

Wow, if you ever wanna get really grossed out, do a google image search on STDs..

I feel dirty just looking at that ****.......

[Kieranasa]

I am fragile

[Alice Ginger]

Wow, if you ever wanna get really grossed out, do a google image search on STDs..
I do that for fun.

Edit: Is that wrong?

[Kieranasa]

Not at all. Its nice to know what you're missing out on

[Alice Ginger]

Not at all. Its nice to know what you're missing out on
Yeah, like warts on the cervix. *shudder*

I'm really looking forward to my boyfriend coming home today.

I hate having a chapped nose. And animal print fabric.

[fledermaus]

i'm trying to think of some exotic sexual favor to offer my husband that would entice him to go grocery shopping for me today.

where the hell is my other hairclip? this one pulls my hair.

i think my neighbors are dead. their porch and kitchen lights have been on night and day for the past week. i'm imagining them quietly decomposing in there. maybe i should call someone about that.

[Deadside Dreams]

I'm pissed as sh!t right now because I have a fvcking bronchial infection. I can barely breath, and if I try to take a deep breath, I start violently hacking so much that on two separate occasions, I've nearly passed out cold.

I'm sick as hell, annoyed, and really pissy cuz I can't keep my fvcking nose from snotting all over me...

[Kieranasa]

Im sorry that Erich is sick, and wish he would sign the **** on to yahoo so I can talk to him again. Dude, Im bored.

To the creators of Nip/Tuck: Thank you......you give my Tuesdays meaning.

[Kute Kitty]

Interview in a few hours and I real hope I can convince Janina to give me the time off without actually telling her what it's for and without getting in the **** with Lynn...

[Anagaharad]

Is 20,000 pounds a year a big or little salary?

I have to go to the dentist in a few hours...... i hate going to the dentist.

i wish i had money so i could do what i wanted.

I hate being me sometimes.

T-5 has reproduced............ dear god, like we needed anymore of his genes on this planet.

[Kute Kitty]

20 grand? More than I earn. Depending on what the salary is for it could be considered fair or not - if it was for my dad it'd be pitiful, if it was for me it'd be more than I'm worth.

The interview tonight is further away than I'd realised, but it is more or less a straight line and traffic should be light - oh except for the three schools along the way that'll be letting our just as I'm driving past. I hope I'm not late. I hope I don't **** it up. I hope they pay more than I'm getting here, are completely blown away by me, and want to employ me immediately. Lynn's gonna be pissed with me if I leave. See if I give a crap. She can't lay that guilt trip **** on me. Well, she can. I shouldn't let her.

I'm wondering who T5's ex who's had the baby is.

I need to stop real life from getting in the way of important things.

My keyboard's being gay. I don't care it's only the work one. Might take it apart in a while.

[Magus]

I lost part of my memory... I'm having a moment of great emptyness... I can't recall where I was supposed to go.

[Kieranasa]

I think Im addicted to myspace. Im serious. I just may need professional help....


Reasons I know I was meant to be British:

1. My mother's side has bad teeth, my father's side has bad gums.
2. I clearly am addicted to adverbs
3. I have a strong disliking for Americans (especially our President)

See, the proof is all there

[Anagaharad]

That dentist i just saw was pretty cool. She told me some stuff that i didnt believe, but she also talked about england the whole time she was working on my mouth, so that was cool. Her husband is british and they just recently moved back to the US and apparently it was absolute HELL trying to get into the states, even though they were married. Thats too bad.

Why does the US have to be so ****ing DUMB?

[Deadside Dreams]

Im sorry that Erich is sick, and wish he would sign the **** on to yahoo so I can talk to him again. Dude, Im bored.

To the creators of Nip/Tuck: Thank you......you give my Tuesdays meaning.

my modem went up the other day, so I haven't been able to use my computer. I've been using Library computers and my buddy's. None of them have Yahoo and Chris doesn't have YIM on his comp.

Still ill, still pissed about it...

[Magus]

I remember where I was supposed to go and went there, the disco at the school, 'cause my friend was working on it and I got in for free, but he got enought of the idiots there and threw objects at random people and then we went to café near the market... And I've been worrying does he have to pay for the CD's he destroyed.

[WingsofFire]

I hope I can find a place of my own and get a pay increase as soon as possible..

I'd like to sit down and talk, face to face to so many people right now.. just let them know whats going on, and how I feel..

I hope Caz's interview goes so well they ask her to work next week!

I hope Erich gets better and we can chat again on YIM..

I'm thinking of commenting on Megs Myspace which I've yet to look at but at least managed to accept as a friend ;)

I'd like decemember to come like in 2 months time..

I'd also like to make a few new logo items and images for myspace..

Also on my mind is Adele..

[Anagaharad]

on my mind: YAYYYYYYYYY!!! got my plane ticket to go BACK to the UK! my long lost homeland. (like i told tom, im still in denial about my citizenship.........)

Also on my mind: God im broke................... I only get paid about $128 per week.. And i just raped my saving account............

[Kute Kitty]

When are you coming back?

[Magus]

I'm having a thought about a fight with my mom three years ago, can I live with payments I get for being unemployed but studying. And I'm still alive, so I think I won...

[Kute Kitty]

I hate this place. I hate that the building's falling apart. I hate that every problem is my problem. I hate that I agreed to this. I hate that Sheila doesn't listen to me when I tell her what to do. I hate that she has no work ethic whatsoever. (Yes, I'm a hypocrite). Most of all, I REALLY hate fire alarms. So much.

[new_death_arise]

my modem went up the other day, so I haven't been able to use my computer. I've been using Library computers and my buddy's. None of them have Yahoo and Chris doesn't have YIM on his comp.

Still ill, still pissed about it...

awww hugs**
i really hope you feel better!!!

im thinking... hell ya i get to drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and being a senior with only 1 core class is killer awsome. and....
ummmmm
theatre class is soo much fun!!!
and i wish i could take more photography classes bc i love it!! and its not that easy so i have a chalenge..yay!!!!

[fledermaus]

mr. clean is a f*cking liar.

[Magus]

Do I like fish? Don't I like fish? Fish are OK, as long as they won't eat me.

[Kute Kitty]

Fish are creepy. And frogs are commie bastard immortal scum.

[Magus]

Frogs are good fellas, they don't like fish because the fish like frogs. Frogs don't taste good, neither they try to eat me.

[Kute Kitty]

A frog was responsible for me being kicked into a pond by my dad when I was 3. They are therefore all evil.

I can really hold a grudge.

[Magus]

I feel pity for the spiders, they're just living their lives... My friend told me to kill one in my house, that was a long legged spider walking on the floor of my kitchen... I didn't kill it, I let it live in my house and dispose of insects disturbing me, fly's and mosquitoes... Spiders eat them...

[Kieranasa]

mr. clean is a f*cking liar.

LMAO! This has made my day, in itself

[GreyWanderer]

I am hate.

[WingsofFire]

mr. clean is a f*cking liar.

Thats why I use Mr Muscle.. because he loves the jobs I hate!

Wings

[Deadside Dreams]

This one girl I know is a dumb bitch for getting the idea in her head that we were going out... now half of my old friends hate me because I was "Perving on other girls while we were together..."

Serioulsy, to quote the great George Carlin, I wouldn't have ****ed her with a stolen ****...

I ****ing hate stupid bitches.

[Deadside Dreams]

And I really need a cigarette...

Preferably, a Marlboro Red... 100 size

[Kieranasa]

I wish Dallas would buy me the Pygmies I asked for

[fledermaus]

i can see the crawly things on my eyes if i stare at the wall long enough.

[Kieranasa]

SERINITY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Magus]

YYYYYYHHH! I need to remove my nail polish to get into a club... I'm feeling dumb...

[Kute Kitty]

I have a headache. I want junk food. I want the huge ****-off jiffy bag I had at work last week to have not mysteriously disappeared just when I need it to send something to Liz. I hope Liz likes her present.

I still have a headache.

TWO AND A HALF HOURS AND IT'S THE WEEKEND!

This is the first day this week nothing's gone wrong/broken down/been hit by a ****ing car at work. This is astonishing and I keep worrying that I'm actually still asleep and dreaming. Even though my dreams would have involved far more random purpleness.

I'm still surprised at seeing a fox the other day. First time I've seen a fox around Beaumont and I've lived there three and a half years. Glad it didn't do anything stupid like kill my cat. Maybe it tried and the cat fought back which is why it was running so fast. I wouldn't be surprised.

[Anagaharad]

I wish tom's Fu*cking phone would work.

I wish i didnt have to work tonight.

I wish i didnt have to do a mountain of homework and MORE essays

[fledermaus]

it's probably better for everyone that i don't own a firearm.

carrots.

[WingsofFire]

I'm thinking up illusions..

[Magus]

Tomatoes are red. Are you red?

[Kieranasa]

SpongeBob scares me a little. I love the show. It makes me laugh. The part that scares me is how he can be torn in to a million pieces, and/or shaped in a ton of different ways and still speaks and functions.

I am more than sure I know every single Backyardigans song. I like them. I would kick it with Uniqua.

I need a life.



























































bad.....

[new_death_arise]

i like cereal.
my mom looks anorexic.
my other cat dies. im sad. i love cats...


I GET TO FLY TO ILLINOIS >GREAT LAKES< TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND THAT I HAVNT SEEN SINCE
JULY!!!!!!!
man bootcamp sucks...
Aaron is only allowed to write on sundays........
i wanna see him....

i want some maccaronni shells........
im lazy so im only gonna put one pic on diviantart for now.......
my friend allan has a cool mask.
my daggar is pokey....
i wish Aaron would call me...
What should i wear to my friend cassandra's wedding?????.....
what should i name my first child????????

i wander if id be good with tattooing......
i wander when i can get more peircings...
peircings are really hot..........
i wander if Aaron would get his toungue peirced......
i like my shoes.
why is there aspirtane in allans mountain dew???

when will i fall asleep????
will the plane im flying in crash???
i dont want to die...
that picture on my wall is crooked....
i want orange soda.......

[Anagaharad]

on my mind: Why in the hell is there a war? This bullshit has been going on for so many years and at such an expense that i dont even recall what the original reasons the politicians threw at us for it in the first place. The US government could have sent a million of its young citizens through school for what we have paid in costs for this war..... Any reasons i can think of for possibly going to war sinks as into quicksand when i think of the costs in human lives and suffering.

I loved aarons brother, Jordan. Would he still be alive if he hadnt gone to Iraq? Probably. His flashbacks were frightening. Aarons were too. Especially that night he didnt recognize me and punched me in the side of the head.

God, i just depressed the hell out of myself...............

[new_death_arise]

damnit Aaron L Arnold......i miss you call me......
and why dont i have a new box of cheeseits.....
my contacts are dry......blarg

[Magus]

Why I'm here? Am I here? Do I think if I don't exist?

[Kieranasa]

I am way too tired to function. Why dont humans come with autopilot?

I want to do something. I dont care or know what, just so long as it doesnt involve my house, Im in.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.......blah blah blahbity blah, blahing blahtantastic.

The was genius. I should get an award. Someone give me an award, and someone get in here and clean this sh*t up. I dont know where that last part came from, but I felt it was 100% appropriate. I should be a novelist. Who invented writer's block?

I should brush my teeth. My toothbrush is all the way down the hall, last door on the left, against the wall to the right, and half way between the room, and then 3 steps forward to the sink. Is it worth that walk? I mean, that is about............30+ ft. I dont feel like forcing myself in to that sort of commitment. How do I know that I wont find something in the hall that would remind me of something else that needs to be done, and never sit on my couch again?

If the Israeli Prime Minister wakes from his coma, then the man has AntiChrist written all over him. All things considered, when he signed the pact stating that he would give the Gaza Strip to the Palestinians, that did offer a "false peace." Those countries have hatred for one another that has been passed down for so long. Kinda like how everyone, maybe or maybe not including Canada, hates America, even though we kiss their ass.

Why do we kiss ass in America? It's like...hmmm.....China is like the leather wearing, ball-gag bearing, razorblade foreplay Dom; dont ask that bastard for sh*t. You aint gonna get it, and punishment would only be worse if you do. Then, there is England; they are like Exhibitionist. Everyone in the world knows if they Queen has a flu, what Harry puked up at the party he went to last night, and they broadcast how William is efin gorgeous, but just out of my...er...our reach. Will they help you with something? Maybe, but prolly not. If there is benefit in it for them, they're in. Or at least Tony Blair. My sister in law doesnt know who Tony Blair is. Anyway. Then, there is America. We act like a f*cking 4 year old who wont leave well enough alone. Its like "Oooooooo....you need help liberating yourself?! HERE WE COME IRAQ!!!! Oh, you didnt want to be liberated? OH WELL, WE'RE HERE ANYWAY, SO LET'S SPEND EVEN MORE MONEY, BRINGING US INTO A $400 BILLION DEFICIT TO BUILD BACK THE ROAD WE BLEW UP LAST NIGHT.'

America's new motto should be "It's shake n bake, and I helped, bitches" Oh dang....I should put that in my signature somewhere. My breathe is horrible. Im going to the bathroom to take care of this situation.

[Magus]

Bah... It's weekend and nothing to do. I want to go to school!

[fledermaus]

i am a terrible mother. everything is always my fault.

[Kute Kitty]

When there are two people involved in a relationship why is everything that goes wrong always one person's fault?

I'm a tired Caz. I should sleep. I should also completely clean my house tomorrow, and possibly reorganise it. Would the bed look better backed up to that wall or would it make the room appear smaller? Hmm.

[Deadside Dreams]

I keep hocking up large amounts of greeny crap... I don't know if this is the tail end of my lung infection, or if it's something new...

I got my lip re-pierced. Feel's ok, but this one tends to hook on my lower teeth, so until it heals, eating tends to be punctuated with several small painful bursts where I yank the labret ball against the hole. I wouldn't mind if it was healed, but I got it done all of five hours ago.

I'm thristy, but I don't feel like getting up. I also need a cigarette, but I'm out.
I hate running out if cigs

[fledermaus]

good:
tea
vanilla lip gloss
stupid, fluffy brown cat
frogs
hobbits
white wine
cute, fat, happy babies
cheerios
clean sheets
shampoo that smells like fruit
finding money in the dryer
bunnies
laughing until you cry
ghost stories
mud puddles
CSI
making stupid lists

bad:
my mother-in-law
donkey shows
ants
that noise (where the f*ck is that coming from? it's really starting to freak me out.)
mean, evil black n' white cat
feeling all sticky
hurricanes
squash
laughing until you puke/pee on yourself
sad, screaming babies who won't go to sleep (please, please go to sleep!)
ashley simpson
citrus-smelling cleansers
scratched cd's
accidentally biting the inside of your mouth while you're eating
misplacing important things
sunburns

[Anagaharad]

Why do i suck so bad? why do i have to screw things up? why am i so damn insecure? Why do I always have urge to panic and run away from people? Why do i obsess over everything that is said and done and how its said and done? Why cant i just ****ing RELAX? Why am i always terrified that anyone i ever love is going to leave me? Why do they always prove me right in the end, further reenforcing my insecurities about myself? Why cant relationships just be EASY? Am i just doomed to be miserable? Why does aaron still think we are going to get back together? Why am i secretly hoping he knocks up some random bar slut and gets stuck with the kid and the whore? Why am i terrified of doctors, yet i wanted to be one for so long? what am i going to do if *edit* changes his mind about me? What if im just an infatuation?

why did i think caffine and lack of sleep was a good idea several hours ago?

[fledermaus]

sounds like i'm not the only one who could use a handful of Lexapro and a day at the spa. i'll pick you up in half an hour.

orange you glad i didn't say banana?

[Magus]

I'm reading an article about 9/11 in a finnish gossip magazine... It says that every third american thinks that goverment is hiding things about the strikes... And 16% believes that goverment is directly behind it...

[Kieranasa]

I wanted to put Kiera in ballet. I meant to do that on her second birthday. Obviously, I forgot. As I was on my way to pick her up from my inlaws, I passed by the studio that I was going to sign her up at, and then the thought hits me; Kiera is flatfooted. She cant do ballet. Or sports. Or run.

It kinda hurts knowing that your child wont be able to do things other kids do. Granted, the doctors say that it isnt severe enough for her to wear corrective shoes, but I have to be careful with what shoes she does wear. She is two and still trips if she runs too fast. In fact, she falls a lot.

Lindsey has eczema. I have eczema. I also have psoriasis, so she might have that wonderful skin disease, too. Its not like it can be helped. Its hereditary. I remember having eczema when I was little. I just had a tiny patch on my leg. As for psoriasis, it didnt show up until I was 16. I havent worn shorts in public in so long. It's too hard to fight. I could lay in a tanning bed, but my family is prone to cancer. Not only that, but I have hardcore avoided sunlight as much as I can for like 3 years, and I will get sunburned like a motherfvcker.

The lady from DFACS is coming by tomorrow to investigate our house. Keith is adopting Kiera. It will be final on the 29th of this month. After 2 years, my baby will finally have a last name. Is my house clean enough? Have I overlooked something? Did I really need to buy $80 worth of food tonight? Am I over-reacting? Is there anything my kids can get hurt on? Who the hell am I kidding? My kids could get hurt with a spaghetti noodle. Or at least they act like they do. At least 10 times a day either Lindsey runs up to me with tears in her eyes, or Kiera is screaming "No bite, Diddy! Mommy, Diddy bite! NO!!!!"

I hope and pray to God that they dont show out tomorrow. I wonder if this lady can be bribed with cookies. I can make good cookies.

I prolly shouldnt be online.

[Magus]

I ate rice porridge and plume soup and now I can't think of anything else than plumes...

[Loosifah]

Don't get both wheels of my motorbike off the ground on the really cool crest in the road up the road when there are cops just on the other side of it again.

Put air in my tires tomorrow.

I shouldn't eat sardines straight out of the can.

I need another job.

Final Fantasy VII is taking up too much of my spare time. Again.

The hard core Baptist neighbours creep me out when they look at me funny when I play my guitar on the roof.

Why is there no Coke in the fridge?

I have too many songs on my computer.

Why do I have the Teletubbies theme on my computer?

Why is the human race stagnating?

It never rains on the dams, where it's needed.

I need more fish sauce and balsamic vinegar. Must go to the supermarket tomorrow.

Why do the more expensive two minute noodles only have one flavour sachet, when the cheaper ones in the asian section have five?

[Kute Kitty]

Must remember to go to the post office tonight. No, really. Must remember. Do no forget. Letters to send, parcel to send, go to the damn post office and don't forget it so that random international folks can get letters and gifts. Post office. Remember.

What's the betting I'll forget?

[Kieranasa]

Fake people annoy me. Not for the obvious reasons, that being that they are fake, but more so for because they spend so much time trying not to be themselves, when you might have liked them better the way they were.

Ive become proverbial. I spout out little words of wisdom here and there. I wonder if I am changing my mind set again. It happens every couple of years. I just wake up and I am a totally different person. Or, does it have something to do with me not eating for the past 5 days. I think Ive eaten one grilled cheese. That sounds a little crazy, but I wouldnt put it passed Tom Cruise to say it. "You havent toxined your body with empty carbs and Calories, and thus, your brain is functioning properly"

I wonder if I could achieve a PhD in Bullshittery.

I am so incredibly hungry, but I know its going to be the same old song and dance. I will go in the kitchen and make the girls some food, and just when I am going to make myself a plate, my appetite will go out the window, and I will hold off until the next feeding time.

[Kute Kitty]

My body is being a pain in the ass. I really hope my body is being a pain in the ass. The alternative is kinda terrifying.

[Kieranasa]

What....is that....the pitter patter of tiny fetus I hear?

I hate this commercial. For one, the burger king for kdis meals is a stupid hand puppet. And 2, that girl is clearly not eating anything. She is simply putting a spoon in her mouth and smiling. Little dork.

[Kute Kitty]

NO IT IS NOT!

It's just my body being a pain in the ass.

Now hush you.

[Kieranasa]

*cries like a BABY!!!*

I am still wanting to yell about the girl eating applesauce. I should refrain. She is like ten. Still, if something unnerves me enough, I get severely pissed.........I will just keep those thoughts to myself

[Kute Kitty]

Go read your PM.

And give the applesauce kid a break. If she was really that annoying, break her arm ;)

[Anagaharad]

on my mind: I need to take a break from the computer. And everything............ definitly everything. Stress is warping my perception of things.

[more2life]

school is 99% **** and 1% suicide
Oh and i need to have a shower!

[Magus]

I fainted today at school, and my mother is sure that I have anorexia... I'm having now one of those bad days...

[Kieranasa]

Ever since I spoke with Adele on the phone, Ive been coming down with a bronchial infection. I knew not to brag about not being sick.

I guess something vampire children are told by their mothers would be "Dont run with a wooden stake".....I love that joke.

[Anagaharad]

Im thinking its hard to take a break from the computer when you have to use the internet to do your homework........... damn it!

[Kute Kitty]

My manager has managed to absolutely blind-side me and leave me speechless. She was nice to me. She's never nice. To anyone. I think she might be building me up for something...

*snuggle-pounces Adele*

You had that coming. Just because.

[more2life]

OMG i have lots of course work... im stressed,
I need a ciggerette!

[Kute Kitty]

I knew she was building up to something.

[fledermaus]

i hate helicopters.

if i had a clone of myself, i'd totally have sex with me.

sugar free lemonade is rather unpleasant.

how do babies turn one cookie into that many crumbs?

i like this song. if i had any energy today, i'd dance to it... naked.

[Anagaharad]

My sex drive vanished yesterday.... where did it go? how did that happen?

i wish i werent ill. its rather annoying. And coughing up blood is scarey.

i can feel myself sinking into a depression, but i dont know what to do about it.

[more2life]

When someone says bye on msn how come they chat with you for ages after?
Addiction maybe?

[fledermaus]

e-commerce is the devil. how hard does it really have to be to order a pair of shoes?

*rowr*

[Magus]

If I just could sleep... Sleep for long, long time... I'm tired...

[WingsofFire]

Do i really have to work tomorrow, my head is killing..

Well at least I have friday off.. like normal! :D

Wings

[Kute Kitty]

Piss bollocks bugger dammit crap.

Stupid freezer door not closing. Stupid wasted food. Stupid me most of all.

[Kieranasa]

I think Adele and I should sink into depression together. Since I was already chin deep in it, I can be her guide as she goes down. Either that, or one of us needs to get in the car and drive the 600 miles to the other one, and we will get drunk on a farm and free fall from the top of the barn to a hay stack. I havent done that in ages.

I love this song. They need to make 50 more just like it.

[fledermaus]

it's so adorable when english people curse. you're adorable, caz.

[Anagaharad]

im thinking its too late to sink into a depression. i went in over my head at precisely 6:15 while i was at work tonight and started crying like an idiot and couldnt stop. My boss told me to change the bowls, mop the floor and then get the hell out of there. Thank god.

Seeing Aaron on tuesday really upset me and i havent felt right since, and i dont know why. Its not like i actually miss him.......... more like seeing his new place finally solidified it in my mind that everything was REALLY over. The dream was gone and had been for a long time. Its always hard to face the death of 4 years of dreams for your life together.

I suppose only another divorced person could understand that so i have no sympathy from my other 22yr old peers. I mean, how could they? the scope of their existance is how trashed they got at that party last night and who is sleeping with who and what store is having a sale. Or how to get their next date or keep a hold on the one they are dating. Sometimes i get angry when people who have never been married try to tell me how i should be feeling. Yeah, they might have had relationships but they have never been married. Its like people who dont have kids trying to give you advice on what to do with yours.

Im glad aaron and i never had kids.

[fledermaus]

i'm sorry things are nasty for you right now, adele. i've never been divorced, so i have no idea what it's like. but i can at least hope you get through it ok.

[Kieranasa]

*had something on a more humourous note to put down, but after reading Adele;s thoughts, has decided to refrain*

Im sorry

[eisengel]

I'm worrying about a certain someone that I always worry about. =/

[Anagaharad]

i think its amusing that i can function as a black hole and suck the life out of a portion of the thread..

that made me laugh just now.....

[Kute Kitty]

I was deliberately cursing in ways that wouldn't get censored. Tricksy, precious, tricksy!

I wish I could help Adele more. I've been there and believe me, as well-meaning as everyone is, ignore them and get through it as well as you can. If that means calling up English friends in the middle of the night, so be it. If it means hiding in your room and not talking to anyone for days on end, do that. Whatever works for you. It's going to be hard to see Aaron. So don't do it. Seriously. Don't go see him, don't talk to him, just wait for the 12 month separation - and believe me, that will come much faster than you think - and get the divorce. And about a month or two later I'll be able to divorce Adam.

I think divorce laws over here are unfair. I wasn't even married 2 years but I've got to be separated that long.

[Kieranasa]

OH MY GOD! THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT!!!!

If anyone on here sees me with a cigarette again, I want them to slap the living piss out of me. I mean hardcore, rear back, and open palm slap me upside my head.

*looks at cigarette pack*

I have the will to do this. Do I want to smoke another one? No. Will I die if I dont have one? No. Am I addicted to the act of smoking? Yes.

[Kieranasa]

Sweet!! Tenacious D added me to their friend's list! W00t!

[Kute Kitty]

Put down the cigarette and back away. Please don't make me slap you. I wouldn't enjoy that and I have a bad feeling you would.

[fledermaus]

ow. f*cking pointy triangle block. ow.

[Magus]

Am I stupid? What colour I'm? What I am? Am I?

One of these moments... What's my problem? Who is the palest of all merchants?

[WingsofFire]

So much on my mind.. not going to vent it in the fact half of it is classified and the other half would probably kill...

Wings

[Kieranasa]

Can I drink so much water that I swell up and pop? I think I wanna try.....

[Anagaharad]

i dont wanna prepare my speech for class tomorrow

i dont wanna dress up pretty and to meet that guy to try to get money for school (mom told me to dress pretty and put on makeup since its some young guy.... Feels really low)

i dont wanna go to bed on time

i dont wanna do my homework

most of all, i dont wanna see what grade im going to be getting on the test i took today.

[Deadside Dreams]

Party this weekend... Sweet.
Gonna roll some of da old chronic. I have to go back to school every monday and saturday now because I promised to help build the sets and run sound for the play even after graduation. Not that I mind too much. I'm also a little high. Thats cool.

I wish we had some yogurt for some reason... the fruit on the bottom kind... pineapple

[eisengel]

****ing wisdom teeth!!!!!

[fledermaus]

yogurt sounds pretty good right now. strawberry.

how can you teach a class on ethics? is there a standard set of morals everyone is supposed to have? was i out sick that day in 3rd grade? isn't that your parents' job? erff.

[Anagaharad]

im now wondering as well what a class on ethics would be like. Probably annoying....

Wow, i actually feel better today. I think i'll crash again tomorrow.....

[Kieranasa]

Jimmy!!!! I Am So Going To Hurt You In Many, Many Ways!!!! Why Did You Have To Give Me The Plague???!!!!!

[Kute Kitty]

I did ethics in school, it was really cool. Especially when we got to discuss sex ethics at length. It pretty much mostly came down to a discussion of different mainstream ethical values in different cultures, what our personal feelings were on them, analysing where those feelings came from, why the catholic chick in the class thought that sex before marriage was wrong and the more "libearated" chick didn't and why the gay guy was so badly in denial that he ****ed a girl.

I liked ethics.

I'm really flattered that my cousin wants me to read his work. Really really flattered. I always thought we got on well, and he's very very bright. Yayz. And only just...last week turned 16.

[Loosifah]

Why is the cat we're minding for a few weeks shunning my mother and grandmother and lavishing it's attention all on me?

Am I made of catnip or something?! O.O

Also, I think I may be turning into a dim sim.

[Anagaharad]

Its cool that i got my own webcam. Now i can do all sorts of silly stuff... like having time-delayed drinks with Caz.

i wonder if i work fast enough, i can finish the first quilt tomorrow.

im wondering why my keyboard is messing up everything i type

[Kieranasa]

If I suddenly disappeared, would anyone notice?

[Kute Kitty]

I'd notice.

I wonder if I can get me, Meg and Adele all online and all drunk at the same time.

[Kieranasa]

You speak the date and time. Im easy

[Kute Kitty]

*insert terrible bad-taste joke here*

Um...I'll let you know. How's Sunday?

[Alice Ginger]

I'm feeling very restless and distracted. I couldn't even sit through Pride and Prejudice with Mom.

I'm thirsty.

I have a stack of magazines and a stack of computer paper and intend to have fun with them. I wonder if we have any glue. I should pick up some rubber cement. I love that stuff.

I wish my boyfriend had a job closer to home.

[Kieranasa]

Im the Arch-Mage of the Mages Guild.....HAHA! HOW YA LIKE ME NOW?!

$7.99 is just too much for a bag of pecans. I will just go and pick them out of my dad's yard for free

[Loosifah]

*throws a Golden Saint at you*

There is a cat on my computer desk! A cat!

I don't like it when Ordinators don't like me. I mean geez, you raid the Hlaalu treasury at Vivec and all hell breaks loose. Am I the bad guy now? I defeated Dagoth Ur for pity's sake! I should be allowed to do what I want. :( Dammit, I'm gonna go throw knives at Cliff Racers.

[Kieranasa]

I dont know which one I should join, Hlaalu, Telvanni, or Redoran. I went to Vivic, killed Trebonios, and went snooping through the Arena, and found a "hidden area"....and discovered the Morag Tong is led by a Hlaalu.

I wonder where the scroll of Summon Golden Saint is? I found it once before, but its been a long time since then.

I like fighting ordinators.....Kill them, take their stuff, sell it to the Creeper, blow money all over Vardenfell. Or, if you have the game of the year edition, go to Mournhold, kill a High Ordinator, and get 200,000. Good times!!!!

[Loosifah]

I joined Redoran. I just wanted a mansion that looked like a croissant. And it does! Yay!

I kinda accidentally whacked Creeper with a Daedric dai-katana, so I have to go to the talking mudcrab. I have a Mark spell on his island, but it's a pain the the rear leaving him.

The High Ordinators don't like me either. Apparently I'm not allowed to wear their armour. Pfft, I wear what I like, and donk them on the head with Sunder when they don't like it.

I still can't kill that annoying twit in the Temple district of Mournhold. I want all his Ebony armour! :( When I eventually do kill him, I'm gonna strip him naked and laugh at his corpse.

[WingsofFire]

Who will go with me to lacuna coil 14th october at King's College London..

[Magus]

If you pay me in...

[Alice Ginger]

What the hell are Kieranasa and Loosifah talking about?

[Magus]

I think they're talking about Morrowind, it's a computer game. But I have Oblivion... Hih hah hih hah...

[WingsofFire]

I think they are on a 'quest' again..

I need to find a a gig partner..

I only have so much money..

[Loosifah]

We are talking about Morrowind.

I prefer Morrowind, Oblivion is too linear. :p

[fledermaus]

option 1. appease dying grandmother by going with her to evil, abusive church. i swore i'd never set foot in that place again.

option 2. anger dying grandmother (and everyone else) by refusing to go to evil church, be told how disappointed they are, feel like a jackass.

option 3. cancel trip. why is it that every time i go up there it turns into an endless string of obligations and arguments?

[Kieranasa]

I joined Redoran. I just wanted a mansion that looked like a croissant. And it does! Yay!

I kinda accidentally whacked Creeper with a Daedric dai-katana, so I have to go to the talking mudcrab. I have a Mark spell on his island, but it's a pain the the rear leaving him.

The High Ordinators don't like me either. Apparently I'm not allowed to wear their armour. Pfft, I wear what I like, and donk them on the head with Sunder when they don't like it.

I still can't kill that annoying twit in the Temple district of Mournhold. I want all his Ebony armour! :( When I eventually do kill him, I'm gonna strip him naked and laugh at his corpse.


The annoying twit....is that the little wood elf who asks for 10, then 100, then 1000, then 10000, and then like a million gold? Regardless of what you say to him, he is going to fight you. I havent bothered talking to him since I got over to Mournhold. I had the money (I spent like 5 hours killing High Ordinators, recalling to Caldera, dropping their armour off, and then going back), but even if you have a million dollars, he wont believe you.

Where did you get the Daedric dia-katana? I havent played in so long, that Ive forgotten everything.







I hope Will knows how to drive decently. I hope Keith comes home alive. Why didnt I just say that I would go to the game, get the tickets, and then just back out or something? Why did I agree to let my husband be on the road for over 14 hours? I am so paranoid.

[Kute Kitty]

I want a hug. I don't know why I'm sad but I am. Sad in a self-destructive want-to-tear-myself-to-shreds kind of way. It may be the alcohol I had earlier. I shouldn't drink any more. I should find something to replace self-harm in my life. Nearly a year on from quitting I really should.

I still want a hug. Or to tease my cat. That's fun.

[fledermaus]

*thinks about hugging caz* that will have to do until they invent teleportation technology.

those onion rings made my tummy hurt. ow.

[Kieranasa]

Guess what everyone? Achinesestar blew an opportunity with a gothic girl at Disneyland. He typed an essay about it on Microsoft word, and cut and pasted it in every forum on the board, just about. Now, he is back and it making damn sure that we know he wants a gothic girl of his own.

If you happen to know the whereabouts of a single, attractive, gothic girl, please tell achinesestar so he will GIVE US A ****ING BREAK!!!!


Thanks!
Meg

[Deadside Dreams]

On Tuesday nights, I dress up as a hot gothic girl and go to this club down town and try to hook up.

This is the part where you think long and hard to determine if I'm telling the truth or not... :D

[Kieranasa]

Hey Erich, I'd do ya. I got a twenty....wanna show me a good time?

[Deadside Dreams]

Hell, I'm game. And I could use the money lol

[Kieranasa]

I'll pick you up in 30 then, sweet stuff?

[Deadside Dreams]

sounds good to me.

Should you find me in nets, or fetish gear? :D

[Kieranasa]

Mmmmmm.....Lets go fetish this time....corset and pvc boots, my little latex muffin

[Deadside Dreams]

Ooh, i do love the way you think.

gas mask, or no?

[Kieranasa]

As long as your nozzle isnt longer than my strap on

[Deadside Dreams]

What if it's longer than my strap on? o.O

[Kieranasa]

I guess you'll have to see then, wont you, schnookums?

[Deadside Dreams]

Well, I do aim to please, pooky

[Kute Kitty]

You two crack me up.

I quit drinking. Go me.

[fledermaus]

i wish i could remember what it was that i forgot because i hate the not-quite-right feeling i'm having today.

[Kieranasa]

My kitchen is haunted. Or at least the top of my fridge. I put things on it because I lack cabinet space. I put the bread back on it, and I saw the bag moving. I let that go. However, I put the bag of chips back on it, and not only did the clothes pin pop off of the bag, but the bag opened up. I watched this happen.

Now, Im finding myself wondering if I should fear this ghost, or feed it.

[Kute Kitty]

Interview in an hour and a quarter which I completely forgot about until I was talking to my mother on the phone last night. Wonder if Sheila's rang Lynn yet to find out where I am. Wonder how much Lynn's going to tell her. Wonder if Lynn realises what a hypocritical bitch she is, threatening (by implication) not to give me a reference for an interview I didn't even end up going to then lecturing me about courtesy.

I had a good dream last night.

[holy]

I can't find my Calculus book. I think my teacher stole it.

[Kieranasa]

DAMN IT! I had something to say. I forgot as soon as I opened this thread.

I think the lead singer of Jet is a choad. In fact, I think that whole band sits in a circle jerk and tells each other how great they are until they all c*m.

Is it just me, or does KC from KC and the Sunshine Band have this creepiness to him. Its almost like he has the face of a man who would rape your grandmother, and/or be the founder scat porn.

[Kute Kitty]

If they want a job share, why don't they state "job share" in the advert? Then I woudln't have wasted their time or my holiday.

[Kieranasa]

I bet I can get Caz a job planting tulips

[Kute Kitty]

I like tulips.

[Kieranasa]

I think that comment went over your head

[GreyWanderer]

Meg needs to plant tulips, and I'll tell her really nice as to where.

[Anagaharad]

I wish i hadnt watched that show on sunday about the girl with anorexia. Its been driving me crazy now.

[Magus]

I think the thrash can in my kitchen is fermenting. It smells like that. I should wash the dishes. I should clean my house...

[Deadside Dreams]

Ah, corruption of today's youth... A tough job, but someone's gotta do it.

Today, my scheme is to get my buddy to jump the second half of the school day to come puff up. At which time, we may try and climb the giant dirt pile in the construction site at the entrance of town again. It was rainy last time, and mud is very hard to climb, but its had a chance to dry out now, so we're off to the peak... which is only about thirty feet up, but thats hard to climb when you think farts are the funniest damn thing ever, or when you have the munchies.

[Kute Kitty]

Hate this. Want to break things. Stupid shitty meeting, getting chewed out by The Bitch, losing time off my lunch break to work, headache, car needs a new silencer and brakes, cost cost cost, everyone wants their damn pound of flesh don't they.

[Kieranasa]

Why do I have to leave the house to get stuff? I am the perfect dominatrix. I should have people lining up to do this **** for me. I guess I am not assertive enough.

Erich sounds exactly like I thought he would.

I would have replied to Dallas' post last night, but I was drawing a blank, so I didnt think I could come back with something better.

Ya know what song I hate? Wings of a Butterfly. Yet, I still sing it anyway. You know what else I hate?

I hate basketball, softball, coaches, referees, styling gel, Bam Margera, the duck from WonderPets, both of the middles kids on the Brady Bunch, manual transmission, State Troopers, telemarketers, maxi pads, unichs, Wisconsin, talk radio, my teeth, my tummy, my ankles, anything about me that isnt my eyes, my mantle piece, the end peices on a loaf of bread, appointments, insurance salesmen, the IRS, cramping, waking up, forcing myself to sleep, scented toilet paper, Larry Flynt, Larry King, Barney, Rush Limbaugh, Most of my extended family in Virginia, and pears. I loathe pears.

[fledermaus]

hi everybody!

do you know what day it is today?
it's tuesday!
tuesday!
it's a kill-you-and-steal-your-shoes day,
a feeling-a-little-used day,
a nothing-left-to-lose day,
a drown-my-sorrows-in-booze day,
a so-bored-i'm-watching-the-news day.
hurray!
it's tuesday!

[Anagaharad]

on my mind:

Josh weirds me out. Have decided that Kris doesnt need to be spanked (by me at least). Im horney. wish tom didnt live in the frickin UK. I dont want to go to the dentist tomorrow. Oh crap, i forgot to find out where to go for the Abroad meeting, oh crap oh crap. Sarah mclachlans songs are good to listen to on the drive to school, i really shouldnt be using the schools computers for GG, oh well, at least im not downloading porn, i should eat something besides pills and diet pepsi today or im gonna pass out, wonder if i can talk bud into teaching me to use needles because i really dont wanna use my scapel because of the scaring afterwards. Im afraid to love, but more afraid to loose. I still cant believe aaron lied about my mother. How Dare he? I dont think i love him anymore. i really dont. I thought i would even after we got divorced but all i feel now is rage. Rage for wasting all those years trying to make something work that clearly wasnt. Why did i stay so long when it was so easy to finally go? It was bad but not as bad as i thought. The worst part was actually my mothers reaction. She apologized later for how she was and i dont hold it against her, but i think its going to be a long time before i can forget some of the things she said when she was angry. I still cant believe she suggested that i left Aaron for Tom. That was so incredibly simplistic it boggles my mind.

[Deadside Dreams]

I'm weirded out by the fact that, in all of Adale's post, the first thing I saw was "I'm horney."

Jeez, I do have a one track mind...

[Kute Kitty]

I WANNA GO BACK TO BED!!!

Please let me go back to bed. Or at least let me hit Sheila for suggesting the reason I was in so early was because my clock was wrong, not because I had to pick up the car from the garage and anyway I'm usually in at 8.15.

[Anagaharad]

I'm weirded out by the fact that, in all of Adale's post, the first thing I saw was "I'm horney."

Jeez, I do have a one track mind...

my name is Adele, not adale.

[Kieranasa]

Although I really enjoyed the conversation with Adele last night, I should have cut things short at 1 AM. My kids woke up at 7. I have to go to Wallyworld and buy some junk that I might happen to need in the next few days. I dont want to do this. In fact, if Keith sold my car, I dont think I would have any negative feelings about it. Well, it is a nice car, and I love it, but it doesnt serve its purpose. At the time being, it sits in my driveway.

Oh, and Adele, does anyone in Indiana say "fixin'" as in, no, I havent washed my clothes yet, but Im fixin to?

[Kute Kitty]

Buuuuuuuh...

My brain died due to lack of sleep.

[Kieranasa]

I have a feeling that someone will argue this with me, but I dont give a damn, so here goes;

The little 2 year old, Trenton Duckett, who was supposedly taken from him crib has been missing for 2 weeks. Here are the reasons I believe his mother killed him, and that he was not taken.

1. His mother had lain him down for bed in blue jean shorts. If this was his bed time, why was this child not dressed for bed?
2. She drove a Mitsubishi. She droves around the reserve for 8 hours....where did she stop for gas? That car might have held 10 gallons. However, gas mileage is horrible in them
3. She had a shotgun in the car with her
4. The screen where the baby was supposedly taken from had a ten inch hole in it. The crib was along the wall perpenicular to the window, so the person who grabbed him would have to've reached in with one arm, grab Trenton, reposition him so that he could get a good grip of him, and then pull him back through the window....there was a 36 inch reach to do that.
5. No fibers or skin was found on the screen. With a 10 inch gap, the little boy was bound to get hurt.
6. The mother committed suicide. Coming from a mother woh truly loves her children, if one of my kids was missing, I wouldnt sleep, eat, or anything until I had them back. And this woman lived in the midst of a wildlife reserve. If this were me, the thoughts of my kids being eaten by an animal within that reserve would have been all the more reason why I should get off my ass and search for my child.
7. She told reporters that, while she was on her 8 hour car-ride, she became disgruntled and aggravated because she was lost. If she was so upset, and say the little boy started crying or fussing, isnt it possible that she might have taken him out of his carseat and left him, or used that shotgun, killed him, and left him to be eaten?

These are my thoughts. If someone wants to argue, good luck countering everything Ive said

[Deadside Dreams]

I will remember that Adale is really Adele and will type it properly.

But first I'm gonna have a cigarette and go for Chinese food

[Alice Ginger]

wonder if i can talk bud into teaching me to use needles because i really dont wanna use my scapel because of the scaring afterwards.
I'm sure he wouldn't mind, but now that I think of it, his syringes may not be the best thing to use for that since the needles are so tiny. Even when I give him his shots while he's driving and make him bleed it's just a little bubble of blood that wells up. I could ask if he has a spare ... spare ... spare poker-thingy. That he uses to prick his fingers when he checks his blood sugar.

Jesus I need to go to bed.

[Kute Kitty]

Lancet?

Sleep good. I feel more human now than I have in days.

[Magus]

I was at school, which isn't anything new. But had I a nice philosophical chat with my friends. Am I having a middle-age crisis?

[Anagaharad]

Im gonna break myself of my annoying talking-on-my-phone-while-driving habit. Tom was peeved that i broke my promise and i kept talking to him while i drove a couple blocks down the road. I live in the middle of no where. Our town has 2 traffic lights. We even have the amish so sometimes there are horses and buggys on the road. I shouldnt be defending this habit, because i really do need to stop it, but i dont think people in the UK get how incredibly empty the roads are here. Uk roads are nuts. i would NEVER try to use a phone and drive at the same time there (besides the fact that its against the law). I really need to get going to school. i wonder what my math test score is. I need to call up the counselor today and get approval for the Bath Uni exchange. Hope this all goes through.